'individualized student'

So I wrote a paper in my English class (my day sounds like this) and naturally I used my idea of Heart Songs. I really got into the paper and ended up going 1 page more than was required. I had to trim it to keep it that short. I put a lot of emotion into the paper and at the time it felt good. Especially with one song I really opened up. Right after I turned it in I felt really vulnerable. Now, all of a sudden, my teacher knows my name and face, is calling on me in class, and has 'individualized' me. This should be a great thing, and it is, it just gets me out of my comfort zone in class. She also somehow knows when I have something to say but don't raise my hand because I feel like I have already spoken more than enough in that class.

It really is okay though. I just get anxiety when in a spotlight not of my choosing. Maybe I should just choose to be more outspoken.

Life is good. Spent last night with freinds in a loud and crowded room with pizza smell and a friend of mine playing in the corner on her guitar with her band.