Who knows. . .

Who knows what tomorrow will bring
An early winter or a lingering autumn

All I know is that it will be better than today.
Today the sky went from bleak grey to blue,
I couldn't tell if it meant rain or sun
The sky went from dark to light
as my day went cold at the end.

^ Sorry you had to endure that ^
now I can focus without feeling like I need to write an un-rhiming couple of lines.

Today has been good with a friend to talk with and great overall. I love talking, the words are not my favorite part, but the act of being together with someone and sharing a moment is one of the things that matters most to me. (If you have not read the 5 Love Languages I highly HIGHLY recommend you do so asap) Anywho on that note I am primarily quality time and physical touch. (Probably why I love dancing, because you get to spend a moment with a guy and have two conversations at once, one verbal and the other through dancing) I have had to get used to people who are very 'no touchy' (think of the emperors new groove :) ) anywho. . .

My family is getting ready to leave for vacation this week (without me) and everything is stressed for some reason, and I don't know why. This not knowing is almost worse than the actual tension. I come home from my ward FHE and everyone seems off. hmmm I will figure it out eventually. (okay enough with the negativity) . . .

Today in institute we talked about how Jesus, when he started ministering, never really was quiet about who he was. He declared that he was the son of God from the first scourging of the temple and his meeting with Nicodemus. I for some reason had always thought that he revealed that to the Pharisees later. And how we should not be subtle and try to fly under the radar, but let others know who we are and sing the song of redeeming love (alma 5:26). Which is to say, to share our knowledge with others and proclaim and sing the good news. It was a very good lesson.

I feel better already just writing that :) yeah so. . . goodnight. Seems like a good 'note' to end on. I love music and I love institute.